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[09 Apr 2004|01:59pm] |
How to booty shake with an Emo kid
( How to )
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[07 Apr 2004|11:54pm] |
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Okay, I made a community, which I actually will not advertise in here, haha. Anyways, I forgot about this whole updating deal, even though I'm on the computer every single day. Nothing too exciting that I can share. Sorry, I told people that I would keep things on the D.L. [Which means that I'll just update it later on when they forget]. I really will get back to updating real entries instead of pointless ones.
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| +Here comes the feel bad vibe |
[03 Apr 2004|09:15am] |
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It's really funny. No one really get's it and I find that hilarious. And the cheesy lines all just perfectly fit. "Just as long as your happy." Yeah, when you're happy, I can at least pretend that I am. I got into a fight with a best friend, and everything that was in me poured out. I realized that I am mature for my age at times because I feel like it will make the growing up process a lot faster. I just want to go somewhere far, where no one will know me, but then get to know me. And when no one is around, I'm the best person to be with, but in public I am no one. Then, I'll be living everything all over again.
"So scared to see that this is me
And what I'll be is what I need to believe
That something is what I’m gonna be
And what you do is what you do
And what I do is to be true
The things I do may be needed to be thought through
But just remember what’s right for me
Might be not right for you"
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| +Rabbit, rabbit |
[01 Apr 2004|09:32pm] |
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I honestly do not want to move [unless we end up moving to Briar Way, of course]. We were looking at a house at Hunterdon today, by Neshanic Station. It was an okay house, kind of small, but it was okay. It saddens me to know that we won't be getting the Briar house. I can't deal with moving now. I don't want to deal with it until at least I can drive. I mean, what am I supposed to do, when I'm in the middle of nowhere? Am I supposed to walk literally fifty billion miles just to get to my neighbor's house? The house today had a trail for horseback riding, and also, we could ride ATV's there.
School was good today. It was April Fool's Day, and Lindsay, Amy, and I filled a Sierra Mist bottle with Laxatives. Somehow, by the end of the day, Katie got to chugging the entire bottle. Everyone in the whole school found out. Oh yeah, I get to work at the Middle School for a Theater Workshop with Danielle Marone. I get to be paid to do what I love to do. This is going to be great.
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| +This feels weird |
[31 Mar 2004|06:28am] |
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I know that she won't read this, that's why I'm making it public. I love her, I really do. I'm just an idiot sometimes. But what the hell am I supposed to do? I can't just start it up again. That's not my decesion. If love was just one person's decision, this world would be so confusing. Yeah, that's the sad part, it's not my decision, so even if I try I'll get absolutely nowhere. Someone asked me if I went out with her again or at least liked her and they said that they got vibes from me and her when were talking. Then, they said that it would be cute if we were since I'm truly happy when I'm with her. That made me so mad because it reminded me of how I was truly happy and I did mean every muscle that went into each smile when I was with her. Then it was funny. I had that feeling in my eyes of holding back tears and all that came out of my was laughter. The memories are good for only so long, and then it would just be nice if once in your life, things worked out the way you wanted them to.
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| +Online journals suck |
[29 Mar 2004|06:33pm] |
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Livejournal ate my huge entry so I'll just say that I had fun yesterday and the walk to gym class each day is fun because people always make me smile.
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| +You make me laugh |
[28 Mar 2004|08:53am] |
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Your bullshit is hilarious. Do you think that my ken is that limited? If you do, you are greatly mistaken. [Exclude this unnecessary bitch-age]. Today is my sister's and aunt's birthday party. I'm excited because I get to have a DDR Contest. I'm going to own at BSA. I'm not sure if I'm going ice-skating yet, but I'm definately playing laser tag. This rocks. Last night, I had a huge 4-way conversation about what Derrik consider's 'serious' topics. Actually, it was mainly just about some things that were going on in people's lives and I don't kow what it was, but I found myself laughing at everything being said. Time to get ready to party like I was literally 10 years old.
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| +A long time |
[27 Mar 2004|04:55pm] |
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I haven't updated in about seven days. This week has been hectic. I sang my solo at the concert on Wednesday. I was sick at the time, but it turned out well. All of the compliments felt great. I don't exactly know why I haven't updated in a long time. I'm always using the commputer, so there really is no excuse for me to not update. I don't know what to write right now. Oh yeah, I made a new layout. It reminds me a lot of Reese's. [♥].
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| +Awesome days |
[20 Mar 2004|09:23am] |
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I sometimes question the "salad days". Friday was an awesome day. I hung out with Toby & Derrik. We hung out at my house and it was kick ass. I disliked having to practice for Derrik's band. I had to practice singing and guitar a lot since we were being recorded at a studio. There are so many people in the band. 3 guitarists, 1 lead vocals & 2 backups, 2 bassists, 1 keyboarder & auxilary player, and 1 1/2 trombonists [we aren't ska]. We watched Requiem for a Dream. This was my second time watching it in one day since I watched part of it with my sisters in the morning. They left really late and I almost fell asleep outside, which at the time was hilarious. This morning, I ran about three miles since there was no T&F. I think that I'm going to end up going to Jamnesty tonight. I'm still not quite sure. Oh yeah, if you're reading this, don't go outside. It may be sunny, but it's cold, especially if you're wearing shorts.
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| +I remembered |
[18 Mar 2004|09:48pm] |
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Wow, I remembered to post. I quickly got over the obsessive "post-seven-times-a-day" thing. Sure, I remember to post, but I don't remember what happened within the day itself. Oh yeah, Katie switched to playing flute and I was the only trombone player. It was good and bad at the same time. I played the trombone solo for the first time and that was.. fun. French class has got to be my favorite class. A lot of people went to Teen Arts, and the class is small enough as it is. I think that there were only six people in class today. Ms. Kessler loves her honor's class. We never have to sit in our desks and you can always find Regina particpating in class while standing up. Instead, we layed out the blankets and had class on the floor. We made posters about how to succeed. Chorus was strange. I don't know why. I'm getting sick of the chorus solo. We sing this song way too much. I hope I don't screw it up at the Showcase of the Arts [or whatever it's called]. I started to draw the picture in fourth period that Toby requested. It's turning out well. We had a sub in English and we just read all during the class. Peer Leadership sucked this week. I think that it was mainly because the teachers were in the room. In middle school, when I was a peer leader, I hated it when the teachers were in the room since it just made me nervous. We actually got to talk about the subject today. I think that this is the second time that we got to do this. We talked about self esteem and that stuff. I fell asleep in Mr. Coleman's class and had to wake up for gym. We played kickball in gym and I got hit in the face with the ball. I should've payed attention, haha. Ninth period was pretty boring. After school, I took some National French test thing and that took up one hour of my life. After, I ran up and down the stairs with Mason, Dan, and the other kid for T&F. I then went to Dunkin Donuts. Derrik picked me up and we hung out and ate at Felix's. I went home and I prayed to have a snow day for tommorrow. I don't want to go to school. Oh yeah, I hate sprinting, by the way, and I want to try and do pole vault and continue with long jumping. I'm pretty dead right now since today was a long [and enjoyable] day.
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| +It's early |
[14 Mar 2004|07:36am] |
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Okay, so not all posts will be friends only.
Damnit, I want to go to drama. Sure, I was sick of the long fourteen hour school days and having to dance at 9:00AM on a Saturday, but when I'm there, I feel like I actually belong. It's a place that I can go to and know that I can always leave from there being happy. And that's all anyone really needs, right? To be happy? I'm going to really miss the seniors. Especially my peer leader, Nicole Domanski. She was amazing. I really cannot wait until next year and next year's drama production. I won't be the "freshman who got the part" anymore. I hope to simply be the sophomore who deserved it.
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| +First entry |
[13 Jan 2004|10:23pm] |
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I was destined to find out a way to make an image map as a header for my newer journal. Anyways, I guess that I'll use this to actually write stuff and post some pictures. All posts will be made friends only. I plan on not adding anyone, so don't even add me. Comment as much as you want, you'll get no where.
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